2007-10-26 - 9:54 a.m.
I made the mistake of coming on here.
All my old entries are taking too long to delete.
Lets start a new one.
How about, I have been miserable for a year.
Every single day, I have woken up and cried.
Lets start with that.
I havent one single person in my life. Generally. Not one person who puts me before everyone else.
Yet I have to keep on smiling because everyone expects it.
Lets start with that.
I am tired of being the bad one. tiredof being the one that everyone is angry at. of course, i am expected to be fine. everything is easy.
it doesnt matter that i dont have any friends, and the ones i do have cannot tell the difference between truth and lies...everything is fine.
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